February 22nd, 2005

08:51 am - another day, another dollar It's been awhile since I posted something totally fucked up or totally out of topic. I wonder if today is that day that I post it. OH and the reason why? My day isn't going to well. Grandma is at the hospital today, the suspicious lump has been deemed suspicious enough that it needs to be removed. Everyone in the camp is worried and wound a little tight this morning. So tension is high and moral is at an all time low. That and my suspicions about my folks were correct. I'm very sorry Coltage and Iris(h)...I'm going to remove myself from your friend lists. Hopefully it will protect you from future pain. I'm not willing to be party to hurt feelings and paranoia. Iris...don't back out because you're scared or hurt or feeling like you're backed into a corner. Don't lash out because of it either. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Coltie knows how to reach me...all you have to do is ask. It helps to have someone to talk to who knows what your dealing with. And on top of all this other CRAP, another earthquake rocks our world, and not in a good way. around about 270+ souls left the material world this morning in Iran. I don't know about you but I've had it with the natural disasters. I think either we're working up to the suposed apoloclypse (sp) or we've done fucked this planet over to the point of instablility(sp). It's either those two, or God's invented a new way of ridding overpopulation. And did you hear? They've found a new strain of the AIDS virus. And we're no where near a vaccination for the old one. Oi...yeah, this is fucked up enough for one post. C-ya! Current Mood: pensive and disgruntled.

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February 21st, 2005

03:34 pm Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain? I was hit on by the deli guy...*sigh* ^_^ how the little things in life amuse me... Current Mood: cheerful

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February 17th, 2005

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08:42 am Creativity. You are different from any one else, you find your happiness when your mind works, you like things that make you wonder, and because you like to watch how things work some say you are shy or unsociable, don't listen to them, people like you are rare. What is your way to ultimate happiness? (8 outcomes w/ new pix please read memo) brought to you by Quizilla You fit in the second reality that exists. World number 2. The dark home. You could survive in the most mysterious world. You are powerful, deep, creative, you like to be alone, in loneliness you find your essence, your most sensitive connection is with your wounds, you don't allow any one to hurt your pride but unfortunately you don't always succeed, because you are sick of everybody's criticism, you tend to live in your own world away from people. You value solidity, freedom and darkness. Your power lies in {Soul}. You live in the unknown area. Your representing colour is {Black}. Your strongest feeling is {Numb}. Your soul reflects the word {Rarity}.::edit::this got cut off....(This world represented The Crulest Truth Of All). and btw a major Thanks and Hugs go to Joe, Nessa, Jess, John, and Mitch for being there for me yesturday when I was at my lowest. I'm still low but I'm buffered Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: quizzies

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February 16th, 2005

02:06 pm - I'm going to type until class is called into session again and then I'll do an added edit to continue. Last night, I went and got my heart broken by the very same man that made my heart sing 4 days ago. People say that females are the ones who play mind games. ::edit::jah I'm out of class now... anyhow, I'm not going to get into details, just that 5 yrs. must not mean anything to anyone anymore. 5 yrs. of unknowing sabotage to current relationships and waiting. I'm not waiting anymore, and I'm sure as not willing to wait and let some guy just fuck around with my feelings. Last night I cried myself to sleep and woke up this morning thinking again "why did I think it was a good idea to let my heart get broken, for hoping and believing in something someone else told me." I've lost my faith in the opposite sex. If you truly about someone's feelings, why wait, not even months, but YEARS to make things clear about Who you love, who you covet or who you'll stick around for. I'm outta here. I just found out that my Grandmother has a "suspicious" lump that needs to be removed. I'm tired of this shit. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Italian Leather Sofas....

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